I am now entering some type of banking course.the course is for 5 months. At first it is an excitement, lately it became more dull. I sick of it, I did try to search for other job but dont have luck yet. I also did receive a interview letter on this 20th Apr in Kedah. I dont give any hope or feeling for any job which i did apply lately. Such hopes make me feel sick. I hate everything. I dont know what will happen after i finishing this course, if i have the gut to finish it. but really, nothing interesting to do at the class. wake up early in sake of getting allowance at the end of month. *hit man! no promise to get a permenant job and plus some more giving false hope to this innocent peepS! I did try to make this stupid course look as interesting as possible but at the end it would failed! Its make me more headache There will no changes or even small hope, eventhough you have very damn good performance.. This course full of married peeps with no jobs telling story about their marriage life and previous jobs..sick to hear it! I did like a few guys (i know they are not sooo good looking) but at least there it is few criteria to be look for. as there are too many ladies compare to the single plus young guy so i rather keep it down, if not the women will start aiming these "cute" man. so what else to be done next? I will be going to Kedah on the 19 for the interview. I hope i can get it. eventhough i pretty damn sure i really hate to work in govt sector.