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Dia insannya…………… ………………..
Hurm
Biasalah…aku terai connect dari rumah…
Memang macam babi la….
Kena banyak bersabar
Connection memang ok
Tapi lembabnyer aku je kot dlm dunia neh bleh bersaba
Ini bukak x leh display
Klik sana x leh
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Bengangnyer….bayangkan aku dah online dari jam 9.30pm
Until now..11.30 nothing much aku leh buat????
Sial x???
Tadik kuwar…g sungei wang..
Pagi² lagik dah g cc jaga….ok jer…
Tulung fill in form tuk tender tah mana² U tah….
Banyak gak la company² len….
Kekadang kesian gak tgk bapaknyer office cam x upe opis…sume kuwar dok carik kastemer..X dak sapa nak jaga opis…nak agkt tepon…cam nak doa bila la nak abis blaja neh…nyesal lak aku sambung degree…
Tp bila pk balik…aa dalam dunia klo baik kena pijak…
Sebab baik la aku slalu kena …..
Itu ini…haaaa ko tgk la balasan yg aku kena…
X berbaloi langsung….
aku baru nak merasa jadik budak pure KL…
nasib aku ditakdirkan blaja kat kolej swasta
klo aku sambung UKM arituh
mulia la pangai aku sampai ke tua…
ade sebab…
aku percaya ade hikmahnyer….
X po….
Pastu baru merasa kawan “dekat” area rumah…
Sebelum neh mana sempat kawan ngan jiran²
Summer jauh²…masuk asrama…lagik ler…besh pren dok semban
Masa UPM besh pren dok kdh…
Mana celah nak berjalan² sensama time cuti…
Boipren org …sabah…jhr…
Jauh..dah x tau dah sape org KL
Byk org x caya klo aku kata aku dak KL
Pure lak tuh
Musti org ckp aku dr Bandar len…cam semban la slalunyer
Pasal slang aku….
Lagipun….masa kat jhr kawan ngan noli,jr…dak ns..
Pastu kat upm…slalu ngn jerry…dak bahau…
Mana taknyer..makin fluent la aku nyer bahse negeri…ahahahhahaha…
Aduh….x leh bukak lagik….bengong laaaaaaaaa
So…
Masa aku lepak kat cc…buat² keje kerani tuh…sambil jaga kaunter sebelum org yg sepatutnyer jaga tiba…
Aku tinggalkan aku nyer hp ngan purse kat laci di kaunter…
Pasal malas la kembung2 dalam treksuit akuh….
Aku pun layan la pc seketui bukak myspace,emel bla bla²
Then…..tetibe aku dpt makrifat nak bukak laci tgk pekaba henset ku…
Hurm masa tu teringat nak call yabit ajak onlen
Slalu kan aku akan call nazri nak ajak onlen
But nowadays…payah aku nak call die..
Die yg emel aku last wed…huh~!!tah???
So…
Sambil nak ambil enset ekceli nak amik no pon si fathil neh nak call la skali…saje²
Tah???aku pun x sure masa tuh nak call ke idak…sebab aku rasa aku ngan fathill x rapat lagik…camne aku baik dgn nazri….(walaupun sebenarnyer die tuh kekadang cam siyal!) then amik je la pon tuh…
Alih² ade miscall….ahahhaha nak tau…aku harap sangat die call aku semalam tau (on Saturday) pasal ape tah….saje je kot bleh aku citer pasal kete aku mampus kat ampang tuh…Cuma aku dapat msg dr member myspace aku jer…(not expected) so lemau je aku rasa….hahahahha (aku yg kejam!!) pehtuh…
Tgk punya tgk yg miscall ialah fathil…taraaaaaaaaaaaaa … my wish was come true la at the moment…ahahhaha directly la aku p call die selepas aku call yabit….hurm masa tuh org yg jaga turun pi bawah sat…bapak aku pun sama..so aku la yg incharge the floor for the moment….hehhehe menyalahguna kuasa la ape lagik~!!!!
Sekali aku call sore lemau….sebelum tuh aku call yabit suh die onlen….baru call dindaku…kehkehkeh…..lama la gak…15min kot???ahahaha apsal yabit ckp 15 min tuh lama aa????tu kire sekejap je tuh…..tah pape aku merepek ngan die yg laloq2 tuh….die Tanya apsal x call die…isk aku lemah tul aaa org tanya camtuh….gila..ape la iman lemah camneh..
Then aku tanye la aku ade janji ker?pastu die bising2 ler pasal keter mampus ngan pasal enset x berkredit….bes lak rasanya ngadu kat die…hurm…die anak org penting…..aku takut la jd cam kawan aku dulu tuh….lagipun aku x penah ade selain awek tu dulu….masa darjah lima….
Lepas tu die citer la plan die nak p cc…memang die p pun….tp tah ler….x de aura la nak ajak die onlen chatting neh….kenapa lah …..aku rasa kusung betul~!!!
Pastu dlm kol 2 lebih fawaz suh balik umah klo ade ati nak polow pi sungei wang…die nak beli laptop..aku memang la baik aku rasa pasal aku sentiasa sapot ape yg 2 eko dlm umah neh nak…seko nak beli laptop aku sapot gegila….klo x mungkin bapak leh syorkan suh pakai pc neh jer kan????ye la at the moment lagipun aku neh bukannyer dak yg maniac sangat pasal pc (hahah betul ke???) at the moment la..aku neh leh la consider gak…ahahhahaha yg lagik seko beruk neh nak rebonding rambut aku siap tulung carikkan harga lagik..baik x aku???depa tu????hurm malas aku nak ckp…..biarlah…..satu hari ade la pembalasan ape yg diorg buat kat aku….tp yang aku paling tau aku paling bijak dlm umah neh….huh~!!!(bangga neh)
Dah tuh…p sana….ape lagik dgr la ceramah2 pasal laptop neh byk mende aku tatau upernyer…so aku dgr ngan khuyuk la..2 mende aku kena xpert la neh…pc ngan kete….gila!!aku zero walaupun aku paling byk involve dgn mende neh…
So aku tau la pasal processor..(ala mende2 basic) tapi memang aku tatau lansung…pasal mobile tech…celeron M, Pentium m,centrino…pasal casing die….combo disk…(gabungan cd,cdrw,dvd & dvdrw) hahahahah best syial….tp aku x dak kepentingan pun nak beli mende alah tuh..so aku tau la ape beza antara Pentium 4 ngan Pentium centrino…bla² 256mb,30 or 40mb hard drive….tah pebende lagik….pasal wayerless system in laptop..ahahahhaha…..manyak mende lah pasal hardware pc neh…aku blaja arineh…..pasal c++ pasal html…java…heheheh…. *wink* *wink*
Pastu poie ke metrojaya…raun punya raun tetibe sampai ke fragrance…aku memang dah desperate nak minyak wangi neh pun memekak ler….so
Last2 beli sensei miyake summer…bes bau die…dpt free 10ml kot jlo still ngan die nyer shower cream….fawaz pun dapat sensei miyake for men satu….RM198.00 + voucher RM10.00 then bapak beli baju brand ape ek RM79.00
Balik…poie amik akak tu kat ampang…then balik le umah…..makan malam….azim anto fawaz lik ss2 and now I’m online…camtuh la life aku…..ade la si wahap tuh dok call aku tp x dak mood nak angkat la…hanya fathil jer klo nazri pun blum tentu nak angkat kot pasal ……………… entah la mood x ok la nowadays………sambil layan lagu breathe easy – blue….
aa…sajak tuh..aku rasa cam nak tujukan pada fathil jer???aku cita pasal mijie kat miza tgh hari td pastu aku syorkan khalil ngurat miza…tetibe si miza citer die desperate nak pakwe…aku naik terkejut…uiksh cam ne die leh terpk nak taip ayat tuh….hurm…vic nak kawen hahahha bes la..td masa leh bukak sat aku tinjau la frenster loot…die pun dah ade awek..dak usm…hurm…elok la…muhsin nak kawen….suma bes² awek bek²…tu la aku percaya kata sha tuh….sampai mati pun aku x kan lupa…lelaki baik untuk wanita baik jer….
Pasangan kita musti yg sama level….isk….aku neh????x baik………aku pk….ade sebab nazri x jd pasangan aku…alhamdullillah….slalu aku pk camtuh….then aku jeles la gak tgk org bek2….blaja obese….dpt awek baik jer…sopan…baik…bago ss ler….siap kawen..jupa mak apak….hahahah apsal aku nyer takdir x camtuh aa????kenapa???aku x le kata aku nak kawen skang pun…tp dpt seorang yg baik leh bimbing aku kan bes…parent suka….kan sonot……agaknyer la kan klo yabit pakai tudung musti mak takky suka kan???camtuh la kot….kenapa mijie pergi…..takkkk.. aku x mo amik port hal org len…aku bukan penyibuk..sape kenal aku memang tau aku jarang amik port hal org….memang org len suka amik port hal aku tp aku wat dek jer la…
Biarlah…satu hari….lepas aku grad….aku akan kembali….menjadi aku yg sebenarnyer…itu yang terbaik…..untuk mendapat yg terbaik….kita harus menjadi terbaik kan…aku nak ke lelaki yg kaya???x jugak…..aku nak usha sendirik sebab tu masa mula soklan cepu mas tu ditanya kat aku (umo bape aku nak kawen?) aku jawab 30..aku utang blaja banyak….aku x larat nak layan….aku nak la kete sendirik yg bes ngan umah bes…nak sume tuh musti la kena keje mati²……………work aholic…biarlah…aku yakin kali neh aku kena keje dulu sebelum sambung master….dan yg pasti aku nak tukau kos…hahahahah…aku tau aku neh cepat busan…unless klo aku blaja mende baru….so semangat nak mengtahui tu tinggi sket….
Hahahaha…..tuhan….terima kasih…di kala aku dok merapu nama umat neh kat sini….die miscall aku…ehehehhee tenkiu²..tandanye die ingat aku…even die nak balik tk pun die bitau…x po la…aku x kesah bitau neh at least org tau mana ada..las week masa aku off enset pasal aku malas nak cas enset masa ari jumaat aku jupa die punya la die marah pasal aku x cas.off enset…x de credit…die ckp ingat kena culik ker mati ker..ahahhaa culik tuh bukan ayat aku…tp mati tuh yer….hahahha ayat aku tuk sume2…klo x reti inform bila aku dah anto….cilaker….ala……………….kenapalah suka aku neh kejap jer yer????skang aku x de ape2 perasaan lik……andai die tau musti die menci aku cam ne nazri bengang ngan aku kan…..punya la aku ckp aku suke die…aleh2 aku ckp aku suke housemate die upenyer….aduh…klo aku pun tensen……………….gilo~!!!malu laaa die tuh kuat jaga ego…ahahah cam aku….sama bintang kan..slalu kontrol macho…kehkehkeh takpe la…..mungkin die tgh hepi dgn life die tanpa intruption dr aku…dan maybe itu yg die idamkan sejak sekian lama…………….ye aku yakin tuh~!!!!!ahahaha td die siap oper nak jual cas enset kete RM5 die punya….hahahahah kesian tul aku neh….pemalas nak beli………aku kan malas nak amik port pasal ape² pun….tah ler sampai bile nak jd camneh tah….jadik la umat yg bertanggungjawab sket….ahahaha adik ku fathil die bagus…..masa die nak mintak lik refund kat times square tuh..aduh~!!! aku ske btol lah..bagus jer…cube la klo tuh nazri ker???musti lemau je kan….farid pun ok….pastu si mijie…musti blur…tah ler…tp kekadang mijie lebih bagus dr nazri….rank memang nazri las ler…..sorry la pal…ko teruk sangat~!!!!org len pun dak luar KL gak……hurm..biarlah…………..dah sejam upenyer aku mencoret mende alah neh……aku terai connect lik….bleh upload… ;)
:lol:
05.31.04 (2:42 am)
better alone rather be in a bad company [edit]
05.29.04 (9:19 pm)
nothing matters now..it's just.............................. [edit]
:(
wat a day....
hari neh..bangun lewat pasal semalam tido jam 4pg...bgn jam 12 kot..pastu gosok gigi .mengadap sarapan dulu...pehtu tgk tv...tetibe lutfi call...layan die sat...tah pape aku ngarut then aku dihubungi lak dek wahap...layanlah...die ajak tgk wayang...aku igt nak tgk wayang ngan yabit n fathill..culikan nekad jer walaupun telah diberi amaran beberapa kali dek farid jgn jalan tanpa die..ahahah...sekali...dah dgr cerita sayu dari si wahap kesian la plak....die call aku these week but kan aku x cas enset ..bukan die jer die trying but si fathil ngan yabit pun trying....bio lah..
so we decided to watch pontianak harum sundal malam..but...
on my way going there...kat ampang..to mines..bleh lak tersekat kat banjir....adeh...langsung mampus lak tuh kete..pasal aku laju no...pakai gear tinggi lak tuh...technically mistakes...then..nasib wahap tu ade calling2 aku if not matilah aku dgn x dak cr nyer..alone lak tuh..
nasib la ade mamat kete depan jd peneman...then die siap nak tulung lagik after bikin kete die la..aku x janji ape pun..hurm..so bila bapak dtg then...die cek sane sini then elok la plak...so..setat enjin p la workshop nearby pastu tukau minyak itam n air filter yg penuh air tuh..gilorrr
plat num patah..kene air...ganeh x air kat KL neh????
pastuh dah selesai sume aku pon lik umah aku ckp dah kat wahap tuh x jd pi..die pun dah mintak mahap pasal pakse aku pi tgk wayang ngan die sib la weh..klo x terebang duit aku kena blanjer die..hurm...next week??ape agaknyer nak jd ek???aku igt sok nak pi basuh kusyen kete...tp ujan kan bleh ker????kete pun kalenyer ade yg tertanggal yg bekas eksiden arituh...
hurm...aku rasa..fadil tuh......anak org somebody well known lah...tah????aku dah x de perasaan pun...igt talya??ah malas aku nak pk ...yg lepas bio kan lah...
aku x dak perasaan arineh..hambar...lemau...aa camtuh la aku rasa..die upload pic laman umah die..ade mescedes n perdana tuh...
bio lah.....klo aku buring.....aku ade cc yg buleh men game..jaga cc jer la dendiam...
babai
fawaz janji nak bagi notes komputer die...ahahahhaah bleh aku terai nanti~!!!
:D
wat a day....
hari neh..bangun lewat pasal semalam tido jam 4pg...bgn jam 12 kot..pastu gosok gigi .mengadap sarapan dulu...pehtu tgk tv...tetibe lutfi call...layan die sat...tah pape aku ngarut then aku dihubungi lak dek wahap...layanlah...die ajak tgk wayang...aku igt nak tgk wayang ngan yabit n fathill..culikan nekad jer walaupun telah diberi amaran beberapa kali dek farid jgn jalan tanpa die..ahahah...sekali...dah dgr cerita sayu dari si wahap kesian la plak....die call aku these week but kan aku x cas enset ..bukan die jer die trying but si fathil ngan yabit pun trying....bio lah..
so we decided to watch pontianak harum sundal malam..but...
on my way going there...kat ampang..to mines..bleh lak tersekat kat banjir....adeh...langsung mampus lak tuh kete..pasal aku laju no...pakai gear tinggi lak tuh...technically mistakes...then..nasib wahap tu ade calling2 aku if not matilah aku dgn x dak cr nyer..alone lak tuh..
nasib la ade mamat kete depan jd peneman...then die siap nak tulung lagik after bikin kete die la..aku x janji ape pun..hurm..so bila bapak dtg then...die cek sane sini then elok la plak...so..setat enjin p la workshop nearby pastu tukau minyak itam n air filter yg penuh air tuh..gilorrr
plat num patah..kene air...ganeh x air kat KL neh????
pastuh dah selesai sume aku pon lik umah aku ckp dah kat wahap tuh x jd pi..die pun dah mintak mahap pasal pakse aku pi tgk wayang ngan die sib la weh..klo x terebang duit aku kena blanjer die..hurm...next week??ape agaknyer nak jd ek???aku igt sok nak pi basuh kusyen kete...tp ujan kan bleh ker????kete pun kalenyer ade yg tertanggal yg bekas eksiden arituh...
hurm...aku rasa..fadil tuh......anak org somebody well known lah...tah????aku dah x de perasaan pun...igt talya??ah malas aku nak pk ...yg lepas bio kan lah...
aku x dak perasaan arineh..hambar...lemau...aa camtuh la aku rasa..die upload pic laman umah die..ade mescedes n perdana tuh...
bio lah.....klo aku buring.....aku ade cc yg buleh men game..jaga cc jer la dendiam...
babai
fawaz janji nak bagi notes komputer die...ahahahhaah bleh aku terai nanti~!!!
:D
05.29.04 (4:26 am)
when love turns to be a beast [edit]
:D dan malu...
gilo x penah malu camneh..sib muka gelap...argh argh...memang gilo buleh nyer fathil x dak kat umah tuh skali yg bukak pintu ialah si farid yg aku cuba dok elakkan tuh..kuwang asam nyer budak...aduh x penah malu camneh...bengong la...memang series malu gila babas...pastu x reti nak jawab...aduh~!!!bile budak keciktuh sampai...ya allah die sampai lambat~!!!then....bleh buat muka selenger die tanya apsal dtg...ahahhahaha bengong arrrrrrrrrrr
memang selenge dan selamber wat dek..argh setiap kali aku alon sur aku akan teringatnyer mende alah yg bangang neh..
erm...arituh meetingaku x pat join sedih la..last2 aku disabotaj dek si aidil la neh...suh aku jd assistant diorg lak...liza ngan aidil jd ketua kot? tah?ke weelim...x kesah la janji intans ahak ahak....lebiu la..aku under aidil...bengongla dak2 neh..
aaa adik ku nak lik kampung cuti nih die baru je anto msg sat tadik kat frenster...hahahha aku punblur lah semenarnyer ape statusnyer neh?????
bleh die ckp pic die ngan yabit mlm senin tuh buring kuwang ajo tul~!!!
ahahahha aku keliru..blur...tp thanks to him aku bleh runaway from the other guy...nazri lah.he thinks he great and good enough playing around with my heart...ahahhahaha one day u will receive your own punishment..i believe in that..........
tak selamanya dia akan menang dalam situasi neh...aku dah rasakan aku nyer kemenangan..lantaklah die nak kata ape lepas neh...aku kesah ape..i got a new buddy..i hope he will be fine with me...jangan la ade spoil..
isk....that's for now..aku blur lah...pc neh asik ade prob jer..aku pun dah naik lemau dah~!! :roll:
gilo x penah malu camneh..sib muka gelap...argh argh...memang gilo buleh nyer fathil x dak kat umah tuh skali yg bukak pintu ialah si farid yg aku cuba dok elakkan tuh..kuwang asam nyer budak...aduh x penah malu camneh...bengong la...memang series malu gila babas...pastu x reti nak jawab...aduh~!!!bile budak keciktuh sampai...ya allah die sampai lambat~!!!then....bleh buat muka selenger die tanya apsal dtg...ahahhahaha bengong arrrrrrrrrrr
memang selenge dan selamber wat dek..argh setiap kali aku alon sur aku akan teringatnyer mende alah yg bangang neh..
erm...arituh meetingaku x pat join sedih la..last2 aku disabotaj dek si aidil la neh...suh aku jd assistant diorg lak...liza ngan aidil jd ketua kot? tah?ke weelim...x kesah la janji intans ahak ahak....lebiu la..aku under aidil...bengongla dak2 neh..
aaa adik ku nak lik kampung cuti nih die baru je anto msg sat tadik kat frenster...hahahha aku punblur lah semenarnyer ape statusnyer neh?????
bleh die ckp pic die ngan yabit mlm senin tuh buring kuwang ajo tul~!!!
ahahahha aku keliru..blur...tp thanks to him aku bleh runaway from the other guy...nazri lah.he thinks he great and good enough playing around with my heart...ahahhahaha one day u will receive your own punishment..i believe in that..........
tak selamanya dia akan menang dalam situasi neh...aku dah rasakan aku nyer kemenangan..lantaklah die nak kata ape lepas neh...aku kesah ape..i got a new buddy..i hope he will be fine with me...jangan la ade spoil..
isk....that's for now..aku blur lah...pc neh asik ade prob jer..aku pun dah naik lemau dah~!! :roll:
05.26.04 (7:37 pm)
fragments of my life were falling, all around, as you sat talking [edit]
:D :D :shock:
[LINE]
[i]"Scandalous"
So, so, so scandalous
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)
Non stop looks to kill
Straight talk sex appeal
One touch gives me chills and we ain't even close yet
Rough neck all around
Inking all over town
Show me how you get down
Cos we ain't even close yet
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous
Hot stuff, head to toe
Where you go, no one knows
You smile playing the dough and we ain't even close yet
Solid as a rock
How many ways can you hit the spot?
Show me what you got 'cos we ain't even close yet
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous
A little conversation goes a long, long way
Show a little patience
That you are here to stay
So show me that you're game oh
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)[/i]
[LINE]
:wink: :roll:
[LINE]
[i]"the wreckoning"
I came I saw I kicked some ass
The pain I cause it makes me laugh
'Cause the way I do my thing is strange
I just inject myself into your veins, yeah
Can't run can't hide
There's no way out
The sun will rise and it's about
Time for the wreckoning
Time time for this girl to sing
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door
Can't move can't breathe it's gettin dark
The beast has come to steal your heart
So you better practice your scream
Well you may not live your dreams
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
And I'm running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I'll think of what you said to me
And then I'll think of what you did to me
I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
You're the one I'm running from
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know......
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know, you don't give a damn
Ya don't give a damn
I'm walking out the door
Ya don't give a damn
I'm walking out the door[/i]
[LINE]
ini semua adalah percubaan pertama aku...aku dok jaga cc nih sehari tu la sekejap2 aku leh update my blog...sori lah klo sape2 terbaca dan busan...aku neh banyak mende nak citer...dah lama aku x nulis diary...jd aku leh citer pasal mende yg lampau yg still aku x mampu lupakan if skang nyer life cam hambar...x kesah la...idup dalam blues kata org...diimbau kenangan silam jer...isk... :(
kenangan? ialah ayat yg paling sensitip pasal nanti aku teringat mijie...dan mende yg berlaku kebelakangan neh... :cry:
[LINE]
[i]"Scandalous"
So, so, so scandalous
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)
Non stop looks to kill
Straight talk sex appeal
One touch gives me chills and we ain't even close yet
Rough neck all around
Inking all over town
Show me how you get down
Cos we ain't even close yet
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous
Hot stuff, head to toe
Where you go, no one knows
You smile playing the dough and we ain't even close yet
Solid as a rock
How many ways can you hit the spot?
Show me what you got 'cos we ain't even close yet
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous
A little conversation goes a long, long way
Show a little patience
That you are here to stay
So show me that you're game oh
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning out like crazy
There goes my baby
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)
You know you wanna sing with us (baby)
That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)[/i]
[LINE]
:wink: :roll:
[LINE]
[i]"the wreckoning"
I came I saw I kicked some ass
The pain I cause it makes me laugh
'Cause the way I do my thing is strange
I just inject myself into your veins, yeah
Can't run can't hide
There's no way out
The sun will rise and it's about
Time for the wreckoning
Time time for this girl to sing
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door
Can't move can't breathe it's gettin dark
The beast has come to steal your heart
So you better practice your scream
Well you may not live your dreams
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
And I'm running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I'll think of what you said to me
And then I'll think of what you did to me
I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
You're the one I'm running from
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know......
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ya know, you don't give a damn
Ya don't give a damn
I'm walking out the door
Ya don't give a damn
I'm walking out the door[/i]
[LINE]
ini semua adalah percubaan pertama aku...aku dok jaga cc nih sehari tu la sekejap2 aku leh update my blog...sori lah klo sape2 terbaca dan busan...aku neh banyak mende nak citer...dah lama aku x nulis diary...jd aku leh citer pasal mende yg lampau yg still aku x mampu lupakan if skang nyer life cam hambar...x kesah la...idup dalam blues kata org...diimbau kenangan silam jer...isk... :(
kenangan? ialah ayat yg paling sensitip pasal nanti aku teringat mijie...dan mende yg berlaku kebelakangan neh... :cry:
05.26.04 (5:25 pm)
bbmak christine......go go bebeh!! [edit]
[LINE]
:(
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com::
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
[LINE]
[LINE]
So-What am I not s'pposed to have an opinion
Should I keep quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch 'cause I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled
When a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to act
So he does what every little boy would do
Makin' up a few false rumors or two
That for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say
* This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all woman should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout out loud
Lettin' 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands higher and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can never will
So- What am I not s'pposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended with the message I'm bringin'
Call me whatever 'cause your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing
If you look back in history, it's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why it's OK
The guy can get away with it, the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
And start a new beginning for us, everybody sing
(Repeat *)
Now, here is something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can even give her some head or sex her off
But if a girl can do the same then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn, I bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas, they put they name on it
It's aight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To my girls to their man who be tryin' to mac
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is mac
And Lil' Kim and Christina got your back
You're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
You're just a little boy
All you do is annoy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
[LINE]
bila dgr lagu neh semangat memang membara...aku suka betul...lagu bbmak tuh sedih sket...tu aku tujukan tuk mijie la...maybe tommorow aku nak wat keje2 pemindahan dr diaryland ke sini...nampak sini lebih happening dr di sana...
k...
cya!!!
:(
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com::
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
[LINE]
[LINE]
So-What am I not s'pposed to have an opinion
Should I keep quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch 'cause I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled
When a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to act
So he does what every little boy would do
Makin' up a few false rumors or two
That for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say
* This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man that don't respect your worth
Thinkin' all woman should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls, shout out loud
Lettin' 'em know we're gonna stand our ground
So lift your hands higher and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will
Can't hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can never will
So- What am I not s'pposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended with the message I'm bringin'
Call me whatever 'cause your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing
If you look back in history, it's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why it's OK
The guy can get away with it, the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
And start a new beginning for us, everybody sing
(Repeat *)
Now, here is something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can even give her some head or sex her off
But if a girl can do the same then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn, I bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas, they put they name on it
It's aight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To my girls to their man who be tryin' to mac
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is mac
And Lil' Kim and Christina got your back
You're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
You're just a little boy
All you do is annoy
You must talk so big to make up for smaller things
[LINE]
bila dgr lagu neh semangat memang membara...aku suka betul...lagu bbmak tuh sedih sket...tu aku tujukan tuk mijie la...maybe tommorow aku nak wat keje2 pemindahan dr diaryland ke sini...nampak sini lebih happening dr di sana...
k...
cya!!!
05.26.04 (4:15 pm)
aku tgh gile arineh... [edit]
[i]bayangkan...dari kol 9pg aku dah onlen sampai skang aku x log off lagik x makan dan len2..sib arineh kastemer tak banyak kat cc...mana la si ragu neh...buring lak kena tunggu...ahak ahak....aku copy org len nyer image pic..pastu send komen kat org len ampes x aku neh..slamber la ....janji nampak cam bijak..ahak ahak... sumer pun wat camtuh jer....kan kan? meh aku tampal serba skit kat sini ape yg aku culik tuh....[/i]
[i]selain tuh aku nak add lagik mende neh..aku carik dr banyak blog yg aktif kat myspace tuh...ahak ahak....[/i]
[u]PerSoNaliTy [/u]
Spell your name and copy what each
letter signifies about your personality. Post it
so others could get a clear picture of what a
beautiful person you really are!:)
A You can be very quiet when you have
something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you,
dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to
people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone
[LINE]
[b]N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
R You are a social butterfly.
A You can be very quiet when you have
something on your mind.
Z You're always fighting with someone
R You are a social butterfly.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break[/b]
[LINE]
:D
[i]selain tuh aku nak add lagik mende neh..aku carik dr banyak blog yg aktif kat myspace tuh...ahak ahak....[/i]
[u]PerSoNaliTy [/u]
Spell your name and copy what each
letter signifies about your personality. Post it
so others could get a clear picture of what a
beautiful person you really are!:)
A You can be very quiet when you have
something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you,
dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to
people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy .
X You never let people tell you what to do .
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone
[LINE]
[b]N You like to work, but you always want a break
O You are very open-minded.
R You are a social butterfly.
A You can be very quiet when you have
something on your mind.
Z You're always fighting with someone
R You are a social butterfly.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break[/b]
[LINE]
:D
05.26.04 (2:35 pm)
kata-kata hikmah [edit]
Kemahuan tidak pernah terbatas tetapi kebolehan manusia ada batasannya.
-Chamfort-
Menipu orang lain adalah satu kecurangan tetapi menipu diri sendiri adalah seribu kecurangan.
-Dr. Hamka-
Otak ini sesungguhnya ingin hendak mengikuti ilmu seperti mata mengekori bintang
membenam di langit,melintasi sempadan terjatuh pemikiran manusia.
-Alfred Tennysoon-
<1809-1892>
Perut merupakan rumah bagi segala penyakit.Puasa adalah penawarnya yang terbaik.
-Muhammad
Tuhan telah menciptakan penyakit bersama penawarnya melainkan bagi penyakit tua.
Tuntutlah ilmu walaupun sampai ke negeri China.
Di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan.
Di mana bumi di pijak di situ langit di junjung.
-Muhammad
:D
-Chamfort-
Menipu orang lain adalah satu kecurangan tetapi menipu diri sendiri adalah seribu kecurangan.
-Dr. Hamka-
Otak ini sesungguhnya ingin hendak mengikuti ilmu seperti mata mengekori bintang
membenam di langit,melintasi sempadan terjatuh pemikiran manusia.
-Alfred Tennysoon-
<1809-1892>
Perut merupakan rumah bagi segala penyakit.Puasa adalah penawarnya yang terbaik.
-Muhammad
Tuhan telah menciptakan penyakit bersama penawarnya melainkan bagi penyakit tua.
Tuntutlah ilmu walaupun sampai ke negeri China.
Di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan.
Di mana bumi di pijak di situ langit di junjung.
-Muhammad
:D
05.26.04 (1:12 pm)
i'm the one who will survive!!! [edit]
:D
yeah!yeah! i did it!!!ahak ahak....bes btol lah mende alah neh...dah jd super cam blog aku kat myspace lak...so aku pk pas neh aku nak paste lik ape yg aku dah tiap kat diaryland pi sini...futhermore mende neh upload pic for free...x yah kalut2 cam kat diaryland tuh...walaupun die kiut...geram tol aku... :twisted: :evil:
yeah!yeah! i did it!!!ahak ahak....bes btol lah mende alah neh...dah jd super cam blog aku kat myspace lak...so aku pk pas neh aku nak paste lik ape yg aku dah tiap kat diaryland pi sini...futhermore mende neh upload pic for free...x yah kalut2 cam kat diaryland tuh...walaupun die kiut...geram tol aku... :twisted: :evil:
05.26.04 (12:26 pm)
my first move [edit]
bes gak leh join mende neh...dulu tatau sangat kegunaan internet..dah la dok chat jer...aku mencari2 blog yg bes tuk aku join dan meluahkan perasaan secara kerap...lantak la org nak kata ape...buat masa neh ini ialah blog ke3 aku...aku harap bes la...aku x reti guna script...tadik aku terai join satu yg len tak bes sebab kena pakai script yg neh tak...leh edit bodo2 cam kat myspace...ok ini utk skang...aku nak p surf ape yg bes kat blog neh lak ok beb~ :D
